Sunday, March 24, 2002

Spring Break has come and gone, today is Sunday after. I just got home from Athens, and done with a 11-day paradise. She is the sweetest woman in the world – I swear she could make anyone happy. She certainly brightens my existence a great deal – and I think ultimately knowing her will be one of my fondest memories from this time.

Tuesday, March 05, 2002

Exactly one month since my last entry. God time flies … it is terrifying. It is 2002 now … my god what am I doing? I graduated from high school two years ago … my friends are getting close to being halfway done with college.

It’s strange … I’m feeling less and less special everyday. Everyone is catching up – I really don’t feel like a leader or a prodigy anymore. Not that I really had any right to feel that way before, but I guess I did anyway. But lately it feels like I’m going to be falling behind soon, like I’m somehow being left behind. I don’t know, maybe it’s all this bad mojo with Jessie, maybe it’s my financial concerns and shit. Either way, I’m not feeling very happy right now.